I already spoke about my journey with food in my first blog in the GirlieVegan section.
But now I would like to share with you a very special journey. My spiritual journey.
I believe this is a journey that lives in all of us. This is why we are here on earth. This is why you are reading this now. You may be interested in starting a new journey in life, seeking healing for yourself or someone else, or simply looking to take your spiritual connection to a deeper level.
We are all connected. No coincidence you are here!
I remember as a child feeling completely different. Feeling disconnected from everyone around me. I remember having vivid dreams about things that would occur the next day. I would share with my mother but she would tell me I shouldn't think about those things or share them because it wasn't very Catholic of me. She would tell me that it was evil and I was too young to connect to that.
She would drag me to church every Sunday for years. I can still remember feeling so disconnected from the priest, the people and the whole situation. I always felt like I couldn't trust the priest. But I still had a love for Jesus, God and the angels. I remember feeling so happy when I would see images of angels! But couldn't understand why I didn't feel happy in church. Something wasn't adding up for me. So I decided to keep my relationship with God, angels and my dreams a secret. I felt like I was always being watched and because of that I suffered from major anxiety attacks at times. Present day today, I now know those were people from the other side trying to reach out!
I would always receive messages in my head whether they were warnings or messages for other people.
I was extremely psychic and kept it all to myself for having fear of being a bad person.
As I got older, my connection got stronger and deeper. I started having more experiences that I couldn't really explain. My dreams started feeling less like dreams and more like I was actually living in that moment. Does that make sense? I was actually living inside my dreams at that very moment!!! That I will explain in another blog soon!
I moved to Texas to go to school for a few years and there I met a spiritual advisor/psychic named Yrma who changed my life forever! A friend of mine had introduced us and she immediately told me I had a strong gift. I freaked out! How did she know my secret?! Yikes! She had told me I would be going to San Antonio the following week and that I would then go visit her and then move back to NYC. I thought she was insane in the membrane!!! I told her there was no way I was going to San Antonio next week or much less moving to NYC (I was so in love with a boy back then). Sure enough my friend from NYC was visiting me the following week and she called me the day before to tell me that her flight wasn't a direct flight into my home town so the closest was San Antonio! It didn't dawn on me until I was on my way to San Antonio that the lady was right!!! At this point I was ready for my friend to leave and go home so I could go see this lady!!! Too funny!
My first meeting with Yrma was so powerful! She made me write everything down and I can still go back to my notes today and everything she said was/is accurate and so on point!
She told me I would be moving to NYC and would be working with a major salsa recording artist and gave me his name.
At first I was like, wow maybe she is a little off her rockers! Can't see this happening!!! I didn't even know a salsa singer with that name! Either way I let her guide me in teaching me about the power of the light of the creator, how to channel messages from a different dimension and how to truly tap in to your psychic energy.
3 months later, I was sitting in NYC working for recording artist Marc Anthony and I had to do something that required using his birth name. Well whataya know?! Its the same name Yrma had given me! She had given me Marc Anthony's birth name! I obviously called her that day!!!
Thus began a deep spiritual journey for me. I started to allow the angels and my psychic abilities to guide me.
I later ended up at the Kabbalah Centre and met a few amazing people who changed my life forever. My Kabbalah mum Judy and my Kabbalah aunt Deb being instrumental in my spiritual journey as well as another student named Marlon. The connection between Marlon and I was instant and it felt like we knew each other forever and from another life time! I remember being in his apartment and being so attracted to all of his UFOs and ET (extraterrestrial) books. I quickly started asking him a million questions. Some he answered way off (which now he doesn't remember!!!) and others he truly was able to guide me in the right direction. We both attended the UFO conference in Arizona the following year. That trip completely changed my life!!!!! I had the biggest awakening ever!!!
I was able to truly realize and connect so many experiences that I had from childhood that I kept to myself all those years! I was able to embrace the fact that I am a Hybrid and not be ashamed of it. Being a Hybrid means not being fully from earth. Having life that does not originate from earth. In other words being an Extraterrestrial!
There are quite a few of us out there and most of us have the energy of being Starseeds.
If you ever felt like you were different or like you were special and felt like no one had your way of thinking, you are most likely a Starseed!
Throughout my years of studying, researching, traveling and my own experiences, I have been truly able to connect to such wonderful Angels, Spirit Guides, Light Beings, ETS, light of God, and anyone that is of light form. I feel blessed to be able to be a channel. As you know none of these gifts are truly ours. I Just opened my vessel in order to be a channel to heal other people, animals and mother earth. This is something I signed up to do before I was born.
In life, we sometimes don't understand why our past or even our current situation is the way it is. It took a while for me to truly understand that we truly co-create everything and everyone in our lives. We are truly responsible for our actions and the outcome. It all boils down to one powerful thing: OUR THOUGHTS!
What you feel doesn't even count. Your thoughts come before you feel. So I always teach everyone to truly change their way of thinking. It's never too late to turn your thoughts, life and situation around.
EVERYTHING and ANYTHING in life is possible. Nothing is too big or too small to manifest!
Thank you for taking time to read my spiritual journey, and I will continue to share more stories, teach you about spirituality, healing, veganism, and some special ET life!
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Love and light,
Photo Courtesy of Kim Dreyer